Act 1... Darkness
I've lost it...
have you seen it?...
it's cold now...
i am lost...
where am I?...
how did I get here?...
is it too late?...
is it too soon?...
stop worrying...
soon there will be light...
or will there?...
no there will be...
but how do I know?...
I don't but it has to happen...
this isn't fair...
nothing is...
mood: helpless/confused
Act 2... Confusion
I am close...
but I don't know it yet...
I still think I am lost...
but am soon found...
but don't know...
I hear a sound...
it tells me you are near...
I refuse to believe it...
it can't be true...
I inch closer and closer...
I see the light...
I am no longer in the dark...
mood: curious
ACT 3... Intensity
I am so close...
I was wrong...
it is a flame...
I have been burnt when this close before...
what caused it to fade away?...
did I run from it before?...
or just bury it?...
the heat is unbearable...
why do I love the burn?...
it feels so good...
it feels like home...
mood: chaos
ACT 4...Realization
what have I done?!!!
why would I do such a thing?!!!
was I lost?!!!
or just kidnapped myself?!!!
I feel utterly terrible!!!
how can I feel alive without the heat?!!!
without the flame...
I thought it was lost for eternity...
my eyes are open...
my mind is open...
I have found the flame...
I vow to never put it out again...
I will let it burn...
I now know it needs to burn for life to feel real...
I have to fuel the fire at times...
sprinkle dirt on it at other times...
but never let it fade again...
what kind of life is a cold one... one with no warmth...no light...no flame... no love.
TLC...
Tender Loving Care...
True Love Connection...
T_____ L______ C______... you know who you are...
I wrote this for you....
you are my flame...
I will never put you out ever again...
your heat is what attracted me to you...
I made the mistake of not letting it burn...
I will always fuel your fire when you need me to...
help control the flame as well...
I will be your balance...
your wind...
your oxygen...
you are a flame...
one that has burned all the way to my soul...
that is your place...
my fire within...
you are my heat...
my reason...
what adds the color to my world...
I was wrong to extinguish you...
I will control the flood gates with your help this time...
I will not bury your fire...
we will burn together...
nothing will stop us...
I want your heat to remain...
and want you to embrace mine...
please put down the wall...
trust again...
completely...
I am here for you and you only...
we chose each other years ago...
I hope you believe in fate now...
don't avoid the signs...
they are real...
you will know soon enough...
I will put your heat to the test...
you will know...
the sun will set...
and as the heat sinks off into the horizon...
you will be calmed...
then you will have to choose...
remember what I am saying...
it must happen...
it will...
place down your wall and you will no longer be blinded by the past.....and the future will be an uncontrollable inferno.... let it be... let it burn.
mood: done
Explanation:
I wrote this for you because it is the truth. I never should have let myself detach from you and try to lie to myself and forget. It was an enormous mistake. That is why I had to write this. I know when you are in your phases where you try to distance yourself due to fear and confusion. Don't allow for this to happen any more. I am in your corner and will never leave it ever again. I am your number one supporter... I would do anything for you. I need for you to be you... that is what makes you the person I fell in love with... I made you lose that person... we both made each other lose... I think we should just let things ride at the crazy speed we both love... and fuel the fire till life itself takes it away... We are imperfect creatures in a perfectly crazy situation... this is what causes all of the external jealousy from all of the people and things that don't matter... I am back to the person you fell in love with... do not worry... I am just refined now. And remember what I told you to remember in the poem. It will all make sense and you will decide... it is just that easy. This is crazy...my love is kept alive by you... I fucking love you... you are what gives me a reason to wake up... accept it. It is real.... I god damn love you.... the choice is yours... and you will know when time comes and you will have to accept or reject it....
